I just spent about an hour and fifteen minutes faffing around mostly meaninglessly in a Minecraft server since I apparently can't ask a sinple fucking question, which is whether or not I can help around the communal place at all. I don't know what needs doing there or what most of the things there do and I worry if I touch anything I will break stuff. Since I don't talk to people (even though I like it when I do) and I'm scared to interact with anything someone else made, I usually check in a few time and stumble around uselessly like this, maybe coming in with a question to ask (like this time) and never initiating conversation, and then eventually just...stop appearing. Waiting for something to give me a reason to come again, I guess.
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